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He is surly something extraordinary, and he is insanely perfect. He is the boy that every girl dreams of having, and the best friend anyone wishes to have. He knows how to love me, the way a girl should be loved, and he knows how to talk the way that will sweep you off your feet. He can constantly keep a smile sparkling on your face, and he makes it impossible for your mind to go somewhere else. He can show you the meaning of life in three words, and make you want to fly. He can make your head spin in circles, and keep you breathless. He can put a ring on your finger, and make it worth so much more than it should be. He can comfort you just by the slightest touch. He knows you by heart. He says he is lucky to have you, when clearly you are the lucky one. He calls you beautiful when you have your worst hair days, and he always wants to pick you up and spin you around. He makes your life feel like a fairytale. He can be there for you when all else fails. He can be your best friend when no one else wants to. He can hold your hand while walking down the street. He will give you the shirt off his own back.

He is the boy that every girl has, had, or will have in her life. The boy that every girl deserves. He is the boy that every girl loves. (:

Who exactly are your friends? The ones who leave you sitting alone in lunch to work on a project that they did not want to include you in? The ones who decide not to text you and tell you whats up so you won’t be there to hang? Or are they the ones who sit by your side, there for every tear that falls, and there to witness every laugh that comes out of your mouth?

I thought my friends were the last choice. But instead, they came to be the two faced people no one likes. I was left sitting all alone at lunch, and busy weekends turned into empty, broken-hearted ones.

Who knew so much could change in only one year? Who knew people could change that quickly? While I sit and eat my lunch alone, or lounge on my couch watching re-runs of Beverly Hills 90210, I can think, and decide who are truly my friends.

Sometimes one can wonder how a person can commit suicide. But the people who wonder, never really put their self into the other person’s shoes. They never took a second to think ‘Hey, this is the girl who sat all alone at lunch.’ or ‘Hey, this is the girl that we never asked to hang out.’

One person can change someone’s life, and it only takes a hello, and usually the best friendships turn out from that. Those poor lonely people would never know what it’s like to have a shoulder to cry on, or a real friend to laugh with. Those people are the truly depressed ones.

Why do people go out of their way to make someone feel low? Recently on facebook, this girl would send a million ‘Friend Exposed’ questions saying things like ‘who makes you smile the most’ or ‘who do you hope is in your life forever’ to my boyfriend.

I know that she is just trying to get me jealous, but its really stupid and immature, because:

1. It’s not getting to me

and

2. It makes yourself look like a desperate,annoying loser

I’m not going to get jealous from those stupid questions, because I know he does not feel the same towards her. He doesn’t even answer her texts. I don’t feel threatened because HE DOESN’T ANSWER HER TEXTS.

So she fails terribly. The only thing is that it annoys me, and I know that she is doing it to annoy me. I know it. But, I am just gonna ignore her and be mature, because its so stupid. People are so stupid.

I know that God says we shouldn’t have that, but sometimes it gets to the best of us. Is being jealous of the kid with the sharper crayon in kindergarten, different than the girl talking to the boy you like in high school? All jealousy is the same in God’s eyes, although it may not be in ours.

I know that being jealous is wrong, and now as I write this, I have no idea how one can be jealous when someone talks to your significant other. How does it make sense? You are being jealous of something that you already have. Its pointless. There has got to be a more relevant word than jealousy.

It hurts to see your significant other talking to someone else, especially of their opposite sex, because it may scare you. But unless they cheat on you, what do you have to be jealous for? They are with you, and you already have them. It shouldn’t have to be an ongoing battle with them, because they are already with you, and if they loved you, and you trust them, there should be no “jealousy.” That word doesn’t make sense in this form, to me. Hopefully, when reading this, you can consider that it does not either, because you do not really need to be angry for not having something you already have, because that is what jealousy is.

I will start this off with a quote by one of my good friends, and I will keep it anonymous.

“Love is a feeling you can’t define. Something as strong as love is wanting to spend your whole life with someone, do anything for them, that when you hear the word love, you think of one person. Love is in three parts: Friendship, connection, and physical.”

That is their definition. I agree, but what more is there to love? Here is what the Bible has to say.

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, and it isn’t proud.Its not rude or self seeking or easily angered. It keeps no records of wrongs. Love doesn’t delight in evil, but rejoices in truth. It always protects, trusts, hopes, and preserves.”      1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Love is something so special, and it is a gift from God, that many people abuse. It breaks God’s heart to see all the sin, and people should really try to work hard at living with love, with the love like the love that God gives.

Why do people want love so much? Does it give us comfort? Do we use it for our own being? Love is something you should give out regardless. But you should only make love with the one you marry, and ONLY the one you marry.

I know that snow is beautiful, and what not, but it is also a pain. I used to love it when I was little, playing, making a snowman and sledding. I snowboard, and I love it, so am I supposed to hate snow? Does that make sense coming from a snowboarder?

I guess I only like snow when we get hit once or twice a year. Maybe I would like it more if I actually lived near a mountain, but I don’t live near a mountain, and this is the fifth snowstorm of the season. It has ruined a lot of my plans and it is shortening my summer. I want summer, not this winter, stuck in the house everyday. It’s annoying I must say, and being older, I am not so fascinated with creating a snowman.

I seriously would like snow to stop.

I highly recommend NOT gossiping. As a Christian, I have learned my lesson today. I always knew that you should not gossip, but I never really knew what gossip was exactly. Well I know it include talking about people and their relationships at least. Me, being a gullible person, will believe anything I am told, but I am not saying what I dealt with today was untrue. Anyways, I heard a rumor about a few friends, and got tied into gossip. Well, I basically told someone else what I had heard, and he told the person that it involved, mentioning my name, somehow, although I told them NOT to.

So my day was fine after I told that person. Then I got on the bus, all chill like everything is normal. Then my phone vibrated, and got a text from the person that the gossiping involved asking me why I had someone tell his girlfriend things that should not be told. I was stuck in a sticky situation, and that’s the last thing I wanted.

So, from my own life, I am telling you do NOT gossip. It will not turn out well on your end, and it will cause a lot of upset people. Also, imagine if someone started telling your secrets. You wouldn’t want that to happen to you, so don’t do it to other people. I surly have learned my lesson, so I will gladly attempt to knock that out of my life.

So there is something about these little tortilla’s filled with meat and cheese and occasionally a ton of other things, that make this little world of mine go ‘round. Recently a Taco Bell opened near me, and I was so excited to try it out. I haven’t been to one in a long long time because it had closed.

SO anyway.. I had gone with my dad and Wil. We had such a nice time and tacos just made all of our days better. Wil was stressing, and I was just bored, but they definitely cheered us up, because we couldn’t stop laughing!!

After Wil left, I hit the mall to pick up a few job applications and a few things. I found myself doing leaps across the parking lot. But this isn’t the first time I have been extremely hyper after tacos. So I’m thinking something fishy is going on with that…lol well anyways, that was the highlight of my day! <3